The devil is at work...
2004-10-27 - 6:40 a.m.

Still nothing from Chris. I think I'm slowly going crazy. I've emailed him from work, from home, I've called him, I've left him messages on im, I've sent him a letter...nothing. I would rather him scream in my face that he hates me then hear nothing at all - at least then I would know he's alive.

Question for anyone out there reading this - how can I get in touch with the girl who writes iamblessed? I can't figure out how to even leave her a note, and I want to tell her a few things. If she happens to read this: Sweetie, I would give you that hug if I could...

Why is this world so saturated with the devil and his deceptions?!?!? I'm SICK of it! Why do people, and CHILDREN OF GOD, believe his lies? To the point that they want to harm themselves??? We have the greatest Warrior on our side there ever was, is, and ever could be - and we're still defeated. Why?!?! In Him we have a Physician, a Healer, a place of shelter, our only source of unconditional Love, a Comforter, a compassionate Listener, a Savior and a FRIEND! We are absolutely drowning in our own undeserved blessings every day, and yet we still focus on everything else.

Chris...if you read this...PLEASE PLEASE get in touch with me. Let me know you're ok, please!